Tuesday, June 30, 2009
101: goodbye
x 1:07 AM x
101: goodbye
I'm going back to xanga.
Its www.xanga.com/eunice_balloony
cookieIts www.xanga.com/eunice_balloony
x 1:07 AM x
Monday, June 29, 2009
100: wondering
x 7:01 PM x
100: wondering
I am desperate to go to school. I heard the physics teacher is... I heard the literature teacher is... And I'm wondering, how on earth am I going to make it through the 2nd semester doing my best. Like, I don't want to judge who's gonna be teaching me, cos then it'll affect the grades of that subject. :\
I can do thisssss!
Bye loves
(Sometimes people don't know how ridiculous they sound.)
cookieI can do thisssss!
Bye loves
(Sometimes people don't know how ridiculous they sound.)
x 7:01 PM x
99: we've all grown up
We see things differently, we don't feel the same anymore.
There's just something I really wanna say, but I really gotta pee. Why is it that I always talk about pee at night?
LOL.
(edit)
So as I was saying before I was interrupted by nature's call, I had a very good conversation with _ last night. We talked from 12-130 in the morning. I became so aware of things. There's a speck in my eye! I was reminded of an episode in House, when this guy broke his finger, and started prodding his body. Then he said his whole body hurt, when the real culprit was the finger. Like I was wearing black sunnies, so I see the world without color. Just shades of gray. About how I feel so bogged, like there's never enough of "me" to commit to school, to God, to friends. _ told me that ** told _ about the 5 loaves and 2 fishes. How God made it multiply to feed everyone. At the end of the day, there were leftovers! Even when Kat mentioned it yesterday morning, I made no connection. And on Friday, I was talking to _too, and I finally told someone that I was glad I didn't get fantastic grades for PSLE, cos the choices I made after that would glorify myself and not God. _ told me that @#$ asked once, who honestly studies for God? What I think came out of it was, that God will use our education to glorify Himself if He wants to, so don't self-indulge in being a mugger. I never thought that studying excessively was a "sin". Ultimately, I just wanted A1s, I just didn't want to be seen as stupid, or not good enough. When will I ever feel that living a Godly life, one worthy of the Gospel, will be good enough for me? I thought about how many years I wasted. Three, people, three. Turning points, eh? On Friday night _ and I also talked about wisdom. About how sometimes, you see something, and you know what to do, but are not sure of whether the time is right to do something. God tells you to simply wait, and how hard waiting is. But loving God is never a feeling. Its a decision. Caring is a decision. That applies for all friends too.
So now, I'm really grateful for _, **, and _'s friends.
Thank God.
cookieThere's just something I really wanna say, but I really gotta pee. Why is it that I always talk about pee at night?
LOL.
(edit)
So as I was saying before I was interrupted by nature's call, I had a very good conversation with _ last night. We talked from 12-130 in the morning. I became so aware of things. There's a speck in my eye! I was reminded of an episode in House, when this guy broke his finger, and started prodding his body. Then he said his whole body hurt, when the real culprit was the finger. Like I was wearing black sunnies, so I see the world without color. Just shades of gray. About how I feel so bogged, like there's never enough of "me" to commit to school, to God, to friends. _ told me that ** told _ about the 5 loaves and 2 fishes. How God made it multiply to feed everyone. At the end of the day, there were leftovers! Even when Kat mentioned it yesterday morning, I made no connection. And on Friday, I was talking to _too, and I finally told someone that I was glad I didn't get fantastic grades for PSLE, cos the choices I made after that would glorify myself and not God. _ told me that @#$ asked once, who honestly studies for God? What I think came out of it was, that God will use our education to glorify Himself if He wants to, so don't self-indulge in being a mugger. I never thought that studying excessively was a "sin". Ultimately, I just wanted A1s, I just didn't want to be seen as stupid, or not good enough. When will I ever feel that living a Godly life, one worthy of the Gospel, will be good enough for me? I thought about how many years I wasted. Three, people, three. Turning points, eh? On Friday night _ and I also talked about wisdom. About how sometimes, you see something, and you know what to do, but are not sure of whether the time is right to do something. God tells you to simply wait, and how hard waiting is. But loving God is never a feeling. Its a decision. Caring is a decision. That applies for all friends too.
So now, I'm really grateful for _, **, and _'s friends.
Thank God.
x 4:59 AM x
Sunday, June 28, 2009
98: hello beautiful
x 6:28 AM x
98: hello beautiful
Oooooh I missed my tablet (:
So the last time I posted was on Thursday. I can't rmb what happened on Friday. Oh yes, I do. I woke up, watched some teevee and youtubed. Went to town for dinner, then bussed to church for CH! 190 was packed, I stood the entire journey. Very firming LOL.
Saturday was lots of fun too. Woke up, went to town again, went to church for Youth Sunday rehearsals. They went well... Yup. Saw Clarice for the first time in a long long time. I missed her so much! Dance was fun. I'm so glad my black pants nightmare didn't come true :P After rehearsals, I waited, at Clarice's insistence, for the shuttle bus to WDL. 45 MINUTES. In that time, 4 901s passed by. By the time we settled for dinner, it was 830/840? I left at 9 to Christabel's house to sleepover ^^ It was funnyyyyy. The first most awkward moment of my entire life. ZOMGGGGG LOL.
Sunday we all woke up kinda late-ish. Morning was alright, svc went fine. After was a bit... Messy. Anyhoos, shan't elaborate anymore. OH. The second most awkward moment of my life HAHAH.
I wanna go go!
Bye loves ^^
cookieSo the last time I posted was on Thursday. I can't rmb what happened on Friday. Oh yes, I do. I woke up, watched some teevee and youtubed. Went to town for dinner, then bussed to church for CH! 190 was packed, I stood the entire journey. Very firming LOL.
Saturday was lots of fun too. Woke up, went to town again, went to church for Youth Sunday rehearsals. They went well... Yup. Saw Clarice for the first time in a long long time. I missed her so much! Dance was fun. I'm so glad my black pants nightmare didn't come true :P After rehearsals, I waited, at Clarice's insistence, for the shuttle bus to WDL. 45 MINUTES. In that time, 4 901s passed by. By the time we settled for dinner, it was 830/840? I left at 9 to Christabel's house to sleepover ^^ It was funnyyyyy. The first most awkward moment of my entire life. ZOMGGGGG LOL.
Sunday we all woke up kinda late-ish. Morning was alright, svc went fine. After was a bit... Messy. Anyhoos, shan't elaborate anymore. OH. The second most awkward moment of my life HAHAH.
I wanna go go!
Bye loves ^^
x 6:28 AM x
96: quarantined.
So. I just finished 1/3 of my chinese homework. I feel so accomplished, I'm gg watch FS.
Peter and Sam, sittin in a tree...!
cookiePeter and Sam, sittin in a tree...!
x 8:04 PM x
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
95: Federick Fielding!
x 7:28 PM x
95: Federick Fielding!
You're a chicken!
No, I'm not. Peter, tell him.
Charlie does not bear the slightest resemblance to the bird of a foul persuasion.
Huh?
Charlie's not a chicken.
I'm over the mooooooon!
cookieNo, I'm not. Peter, tell him.
Charlie does not bear the slightest resemblance to the bird of a foul persuasion.
Huh?
Charlie's not a chicken.
I'm over the mooooooon!
x 7:28 PM x
